Pickles.

A few things.

A. My birthday dinner was a blast. Had a fantastic time. Loved it.

B. Work is going quite well. I'm enjoying it.

C. Tigerheat tonight- yeeeeeeeeah.

D. This really gets under my skin. Spencer replied to a bulletin I posted yesterday about how much fun we had at BJ's, and he said "Glad I was invited".

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That really irks me. When was the last time Spencer and I hung out? Honestly, I can't remember. When was the last time we called each other? Well the only time in recent memory that I can recall that he called me was to ask if I knew of any parties to go to and if he could go along with me. Wow, thanks. And on my birthday, did he even call me to say happy birthday? And he expected to be invited to my birthday dinner?

It's not that I have anything against Spencer, because I don't. But we're not exactly the best of friends anymore. It's not that I dislike him, but we simply don't hang out or talk that much anymore. My birthday dinner was with people that I consider to be my closest friends, and frankly he's not on that level with me anymore. He's got his own friends, his own life, I've got my friends and my own life, and that's fine and dandy. Besides, I know he's only disappointed that he wasn't invited because it was a big gathering that he was left out on. He wouldn't have gone because it was MY birthday, he probably just wanted to come hang out with a bunch of people. And he's not even really friends with anyone that was there. He's friends with Brittany, he's sort of friends with Stephanie, and he knows Leslie, Lauren, Amanda, but they don't exactly like him. They don't dislike him, but they've never gotten to know him all that well and they haven't particularly been fond of him for the past few years from what they DO know of him. So even if I did invite him, he wouldn't have exactly fit in.

That's just irritating. It's not like it was just a random hang-out, it was for my birthday, and I wanted people that I am close to. And I'm just not close to Spencer anymore. He should understand that and not get all butt-hurt just because he wanted to be included on something.