I guess it's typical to feel this way, but each day I wake up itching.
The itching hasn't stopped, as much as I've tried to convince myself that things are fine and they will work out on their own.
As much as I tell myself that, I can't stop itching. I want to jump out, I want to cut loose, I want to drive somewhere I've never been before.
I want to see new faces, meet new souls, get some new thrills.
Seems like lately I haven't been satisfied. I love the people I know already, I'm thankful for what I have, but does my glass only look half full? What is it that I'm missing?
I'm missing freedom. I'm missing living in the moment. I wish I could find them, because I know this is the time in my life where I should be embracing them the most. Pretty soon it'll be too late, and my regrets will be far and wide.
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well, I don't know what your missing...but by the sounds of it you don't know either. all i can say is that you shouldn't be afraid to try new things, go outside your comfort zone (within reason) and do what you feel is right. I'm not one to tell people exactly what they should do, but I am speaking from my own personal journeys. (which are going on as i type) Go at a be and do what you want. Don't be worried that your life now is going to fall apart or abandon you. if the people surrounding you know can't handle your need for freedom, then they weren't meant to stick around anyway. everything happens for a reason, so just let shit happen, and don't worry about the outcome, which ever way anything turns out its for the better.
Yeah, I just feel like being around the same people, being in the same town, doing the same things...it's nice to have your comfort zone, but we're 20 years old and I feel like there's so much I should be doing right now. I guess that's what it is...just wishing I had some more unusual and exciting experiences.
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