Saturday, April 19, 2008

Been a while...

So it's been 2 months since I've last updated. What's been going on?

Continued onslaught of work and school. Definitely knuckling down on school because I am sick to death of COC and want to actually move on with my life. I should for certain be transferring to CSUN in spring '09, I see no reason as to why I won't be able to (unless some mutant dog eats my homework consecutively for all of my classes this semester, during summer school and fall semester, therefore plummeting my GPA to irreparable levels).


Highly unlikely.

I am unbelievably excited for July 25. Why?


BECAUSE THE SEQUEL TO "THE X-FILES" MOVIE IS COMING OUT.
Uh...yeah. David Duchovny and Gillian Anderson are returning as Mulder and Scully, obviously, and it's just going to be amazing.

In other interesting developments, last night I hung out with Brandon after work (random, I know), and I finally came to the conclusion that I really am over him. Not that it was bad or anything, and not that I dislike him or anything, because I definitely don't, but I realized how much he's changed since I met him last year and how he's really not the right one for me. For one, I guess he's started smoking cigarettes again on a regular basis (which was something he had quit doing prior to us dating), so that was a big turn-off. And plus he's really been going out and partying a lot more, which is whatever- he's young and if he's enjoying himself then more power to him. But, that's not really what I want. I want someone who's mature, someone who's kind of outgrown the whole party phase. Nothing wrong with going out and having a good time, but not necessarily to the extent that I've heard of Brandon's partying. It's just not what I want at this point in my life, I want something more low-key and more in tune with my lifestyle, because I'm NOT a partier by any stretch.

I get drunk after 3 or 4 drinks- come on, does that sound ANYTHING like a partier?

So it was actually very gratifying when I came home last night after dropping him off and realized that I don't want him back anymore. I'll still look back on our relationship and think about the good times, but it's in the past. I'm officially ready to move on, and that's a relief.

1 comment:

Haunted Lez said...

Yea i know the feeling...its a nice realization when you can look at the person you were once head over heels for and say "I do not want you anymore."