Hello kids

Been a while since I made an actual update...but hi. Same old shennanigans going on here- school, work, being thankful that I have a job and am able to make my own money in this shit-tastic economy. Overall, nothing to complain about. Nothing to report home to, either, as in nothing exciting is really happening at the moment. Well, maybe not entirely true, as there are a couple of interesting developments with regard to my dating life. Let's review, shall we?

Number one, my situation with Brian. I do have a bit of a crush on Brian, I find him attractive and he's a fun guy to hang out with. I think my interest in him is starting to wane a bit, admittedly. Maybe it's because I'm sort of bored with trying to figure out the mixed signals I think he's sending. That could be it. Or maybe I just realize that though he is attractive (and let me tell you, the guy is a fox) and we do get along splendidly, maybe that spark just really isn't there. Nothing wrong with that, if anything he's become a great new friend since we got in contact again...now that I'm thinking more about it, it's becoming a bit more clear to me how I feel about him. It's totally fun to flirt with him, that I won't deny, but I think it probably is better to stay the "just friends" course on this one.

Now, number two. Recently, I've been talking with James, a guy that I went to high school with but haven't seen nor talked to since....well, since freshman year I believe. Melissa, Ashlee, Carly and myself were in the same math class with James our freshman year. Even though back then I definitely was in major self-denial about being attracted to guys, I do remember thinking he was cute. Melissa had a little crush on him too, which makes this quite amusing. Anyway, he added me on Myspace sometime last week, and I remembered him and was a bit surprised about it. So we started messaging back and forth, and after doing that for a couple of days we exchanged numbers and have since gone on to texting. It's pretty random, considering I've been trying to sort out this Brian situation since we all went to Knott's two weeks ago, but it's still kind of fun. From his Myspace pictures, James is still as cute as he was back in high school, and he does seem like a nice guy (it's been seven, almost eight years since I last talked to him, so it's practically like meeting a new person), so we'll see what happens. We're planning to meet up and hang sometime this week, so...let's just see how things play out.

Gosh I'm such a player these days...one guy to the next. Brian, Joey, now James. Oh well, I'm 22 years old, I'm single, and I'm not having sex with any of these guys so I'm not being a big manwhore over here. Just playing the field, keeping my options open.

In other news, Halloween is next week (!!!!) and Brittany's party is in five days (!!!!), which promises to be a grand old time like every year. Quite excited.